I am ecstatic to say that it is Wednesday! Hip hip hooray! It has already been a long long week. I.AM.EXHAUSTED.ALREADY!
If you cannot tell already, I just need to vent today. There is a lot going on and I cannot hold it in.
On Monday, I mentioned that we looked at a house and wanted to potentially move towards the next step. Sadly, it didn’t work out. Major bummer.
It can get really discouraging and it can get you down, but I need to continue to pull myself up and stay positive. All it means that it wasn’t meant to be!
I will continue to do so. But…
Life just has been a bit overwhelming lately. Balancing all the things that I have going on has been really hard. I need to figure out a balance. I feel like my brain is stretching too far and I’m loosing control and failing. Failure makes me sad. Sadness makes me overwhelmed and gives me anxiety. I want to continue to learn and grow and be the best that I can.
Unfortunately, I had a mini breakdown at work yesterday. I think it was needed. A mini wake up call perhaps?
I am such an introvert and I keep emotions hidden until they build up too much, then BAMMMMM!
Anywho, my venting is over. I feel some relief.
Do you hold in emotions?
How do you handle emotions building up?